1. |
Anvil Chandelier
02:52
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The passing hours of life
Numb the pain of the pounding fists of consequence swelling on my skin
The festering wounds of a desire I've yet to obtain
Makes it hard to see the truth yet still I strain
The faint promise of a future and things
I've never had lies fed where I was still pondering
The youth stolen from me and now I realize all I could've had
And now you tell me all I could've had
And now you give me all I could've had
I don't want it anymore
I don't need it anymore
No more hope just closed doors
And as we walk into oblivion
Every step is a reminder
Of passing hours
Of passing days
Of passing lives
Of passing away
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2. |
Forget Me
03:05
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How much do I need to find happiness
Will I find it in this or will I die trying
I tried
I lied
I tried
I died
It only goes so far
Only lasts so long
How much do I need to be nothing
Drown my thoughts
Drown in my material needs
Drown in my ego
Drown in me
Drown in my love
Drown in my hate
Drown in my emotions
Drown in me
Forget me
Forget it all
Drown in me
How can it be
Forget me
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3. |
Devil's Grin
02:45
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You raped my life from me
Forever gone
A cautiously placed grin upon your face
A swift smile at my circumstance
You raped my identity another callous smile
You raped my dignity another laugh to last the mile
You took all you could from me and spit me right back out
You had your fun with me
Then you let the dogs do their work with me
Motherfucker
How could you be so cold?
An easily placed conjecture for a common placed man
You son of a bitch!
You blew me off and left me for dead
How could you be so cold?
How could you be so bold?
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4. |
Nicotine
02:59
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Through this veil of smoke
A new day arises
A day of hope
A day of despair
Where new ideals are fought and trials come to err
Through this veil of smoke
I come to ends with myself
This new addiction where has it spawned
From where I watch myself die
Where I watch you from afar
This strange addiction we all love to live
To hold it and cherish it until it all comes to a close
Through this veil of smoke
I come to ends with myself
Not knowing where I'm going
Not knowing how this will end
To hold it and cherish it until it all comes to a close
To hold it and cherish it this systematic suicide we all love
To live this systematic suicide we all love to live
Until it all comes to a close
Like it always does
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5. |
Deity
01:46
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Down
God three times in me
More pain than is useful
Bring me down where I
Deserve to be
The fear in your eyes
Like seeing your fate unfold before you
But nothing can save me from your vampiric love
Drink the blood
Sink your teeth into me
For the first and last time
Do you like the pain it brings?
The fear in your eyes
Like seeing your fate unfold
Before you
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6. |
Eulogy
02:56
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These scars I wear never seem to heal
These scars I wear have never seemed so real
These scars I wear define my fate
These scars I wear have turned to hate
For now I run away from my problems
Cowering from my fear
Unable to confront my oppressor
Unable to contest against myself
I dig this hole within my soul for me to hide
With each moment I'm more buried alive
I dig this hole within my soul for me to hide
How much will it take to fill this emptiness inside
These costumes we wear prefabricated
Yet we're never satisfied within our niche
But as we search for the next mold
I ask you is this fashion a reflection of who I am
Of who we are, of who you are
Or is it my new label
I sing this song in honor for all who've died
I sing this song in honor for all who are dead
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7. |
Dead Before Birth
04:16
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Suppressed by mountains of rage
Yearning within a hope
Someday he'll amount to something
That someday he'll amount to nothing
His hands remain empty
His eyes sewn shut
His heart remains starving
His hope somehow caught between right and wrong
A gap to be bridged
A life to be lived
A soul to be saved
A hope unscathed
Still something from nothing is still nothing
Can I find my deadly excuse in your vast emptiness
Can I live my life in your delusion
With hope I'll be someone to build a mountain from nothing
To be someone
Someday with hope I'll be someone someday
With hope I'll amount to something
With hope I'll amount to nothing
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8. |
Naked
01:51
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Awakened by the fear of an omnipresent danger
And the absence of touch
Accordingly my heart beats alone
Sucked dry of all emotion
It bleeds for feeling
But I'm so scared I'll run into another wall
Afraid to lose my mortality
I stand alone
Shivering cold
Alone
Naked for the world to see
Breathing becomes easy
As I come closer to confronting my fear
Now I lay in that same dead end state as I was before
Frozen from your icy touch
Cold as I was before
Alone naked for the world to see
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9. |
Cascade
03:49
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I'll burn down
With this cross that stands behind me
Stare at these words until they make some sense to me
I don't know why I even try
Give in and accept it
I don't know why I even care
Give in and they'll bleed me dry
I'll burn down with this cross that crucifies me
Down with this cross that drives the final nail Through my hand
I'll burn down with this cross those old convictions Once uttered but is that all they are
A handful of lies
A mouthful of words
Well I'll burn them all down
Then I'll burn down with them
I'll burn down this false pretense
These lies
Those words that drive me
That kill me
Give in and accept it
But I can't
Not now
I don't know why I even try
Give in and accept it
I don't know why I even care
Give in and they'll bleed me dry
I don't know why I even try
I don't know why I even care
I don't know why I don't just flow with the tide
But I can't
Not now
Not ever
The rise the fall
Well I'll fall trickling down the cascade
Well I'll fall
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10. |
Heroin Fingers
03:51
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Merciless death how you love your precious guilt
How you pathetically hold on to your insignificant martyrdom
The sweet taste of your fresh victims veins coursing through you
I can feel your cold embrace on my lifeless body
Can you save me from my suffering
Can you save me from my feelings
Can you save me
I feel you but I can't see you
Your cold embrace, your translucent presence
A kiss of death
adorned with sick sadistic pleasure
That only makes me stronger
Reaping my final vengeance upon your soul
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11. |
Bloodshed Rain
03:51
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When the sky falls down upon us
And heaven burns in hell
Then life will hold no meaning
In the shadow of the sun
My sadness is my slavery
That binds us to our family
And madness brings me sanity
When nothing else is left
The tapestry is woven to reveal our fate
Machines to erase all history lead
To a sealed shut gate
The blood is spilt
God save us
Save us from humanity
Save us from technology
Save us from this tragedy
Save us from ourselves
Picture frame memories of a time we can't forget
Hell has frozen over and the sun has set forever
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12. |
Dislocation
03:13
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When all your friends are gone and all your hope is gone too
When the dust has finally settled to the ground
When you're left dealing with yourself
Can you handle it?
Can you stand it, can you?
When you can't stand yourself, when you can't stand your life,
When you can't love yourself, how can you love anyone else?
The love you once had for this world is slowly fading away
And all your loved ones have finally passed away
Who will you look to for comfort?
Who will you look to for fun?
Who will you look to when all your friends are gone?
When you can't even stand the sight of yourself
How can you look me in the eye
When you can't even stand the sight of yourself
How can you tell me everything's alright?
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13. |
Gone
04:25
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I can't believe my eyes anymore
I turn around and you're not there
I don't believe my mind anymore
It tells me things I don't want to hear
Where have I gone
Crushing my soul
Crushing my heart
Where has it gone
Crushing my spirit
Crushing my hope
I can't survive this life anymore
Not one more day of this bullshit
You turn around and I'm not there
Not one more hour
Not one more minute
Not one more second
I'm gone
Sometimes I wish I could just go where no one knows me
Sometimes I wish I could just disappear
Sometimes I think no one would even care
Sometimes I think no one would even notice
I'm gone
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14. |
Burning Cupid
03:21
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Strike your lust into my heart and call it love
You fucking call this love?
Worship my form glorify my name
If god only knew the rest are dead
Burning cupid in the process
Sacrificed on the alter now only broken wings are left
To remind us of obsolete desolation and accusations
Of this fallen infidel
Of this fallen angel
If god only knew now the rest are dead
Burning cupid in the process
Killing your soul
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15. |
Stigma
03:33
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I remember back in the day
I remember it well
When everything made so much fucking sense
Now only time will tell
I can feel this building up inside me
The strain must be unleashed
Upon the ones who made me
A slave to myself
To myself
I will not break your crown of thorns upon me
I won't be your scapegoat
I'll find my own divinity
I live for myself and no one else
If you don't like it, then fuck it
I'll find someone else to be my friend
I know it's hard to see the truth sometimes
But goddammit i know what's in my heart is true
I won't be a victim of consequence
I can't be forsaken
Now it makes so much sense
So much sense
A new breed of love
A new breed of hate
A new kind of blood
A new kind of rage
A new type of passion
A new type of pain
I will not bow down
I will not change
For you
For anyone
No
Fuck you
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16. |
Obfuscate
04:38
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Hide
Shift
Obscure my sight
Bend and twist
Benevolence
Listen to that voice inside your head
Of never ending violence
Life is not how it appears to be
Nothing is... how it seems
In this delusional reality.
It all depends on what you see.
Darken. Dim.
Shrouded in blackness.
In this state of confusion
Lift this blindfold from my eyes
And now I understand
Fear is the downfall of man
What you choose to see
What you choose to feel
What you choose to be
Perception is illusion
Paranoid delusion
Free your mind and the answers become more clear
Everything is relative.
The truth is self evident.
There is nothing to fear.
But fear itself
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17. |
Dine Alone
03:13
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18. |
Creeping Death
06:12
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19. |
Cynic
01:47
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Tell me all your fucking problems
And I'll listen with and open ear
Then I'll tell you where to take them
Cause I don't fucking care
You make me sick
With all your standards
Sick with all your rules
Sick with all your propaganda
You fucking fools
You make me sick
One shot and fuck the rest
If that's how it's got to be
Fuck your hierarchy
What makes you think you're better than me?
Who are you to judge me?
Who died and made you god?
Fuck you
I'll see you in hell
Now I see through your façade
You make me sick
Motherfucker
You don't know the pain I've felt
You don't know the strain I've dealt
So fuck you, you don't know what the fuck I've been through
So fuck you
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20. |
7 Stitches
04:23
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Seven scars of sacrilege
Seven sins of passion
Seven circles of sacrament
Seven lies carved into stone
Seven laws to seal it
Seven cracks I'll break it
Seven years I've taken it
That's several years too long
You will not be forgiven
With an easy confession
You will not be forgiven
You must be taught your lesson
Seven tries to see the light
Seven times I saw the worst part
Seven words I can never forget when
Seven stitches line my heart
You will not be forgiven
With an easy confession
You will not be forgiven
You must be taught your fucking lesson
You will be taught your lesson
There is no truth in truth
When god has laid his plan before us
There are no lies within his eyes
When god inflicts his wrath upon us
Cause there's only pleasure in pain now
When seven stitches line my heart
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21. |
Amaranth
03:45
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Life encaged in madness
Lies I'm forced to live with
Look into my eyes
See the naked truth
And tell me you can't feel it too
In this world of suffering
There is nothing that's everlasting
Lost my will to go on
Shed this body from me
Set me free
Watch my soul slip away
Break these shackles
Let me live
But I die inside
My mind denied
So I burn
The sin
And never forget
Nothing lasts forever
Nothing left to do
Nothing left to see
Nothing left to feel
Nothing left to be
There's nothing left of me
In this world of suffering
There's nothing that's everlasting
No drugs can kill this pain
No one survives this game
Thank god that you still care
Cause god knows I don't give a fuck anymore
See me
Feel me
Be me
Set me free
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22. |
Nemesis
03:46
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I've never felt this way
Can't seem to bleed the pain
Recognized the price I'll pay
When there's nothing left to gain
If I can't touch you
I can't love you
I can't stop these goddamn feelings
Slit my wrists and watch me die
It's just another suicide
Don't blink an eye it was meant to be
It's just me your
Mortal enemy
It's never been this bad
All these things I thought I had
Of bad luck and broken dreams
I can't hate you
But I will kill you
I can't stop these goddamn feelings
I hope you burn in hell
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23. |
Barbiturate
03:13
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A fix of sanity
To erase your memory
A dose of reality
To bring you to your fucking knees.
Depression could never take away
The love I have for you
Misanthropy will always have a certain place in you
I need a fix
A touch of therapy
To refuse your apathy
A bit of sympathy
And watch it
All go to hell
Fuck
Strap me down
Drug me
Kill me
Rape me
Suck me
Fuck me
Induce me
You fucking junkie
I feed on all your pain
To patronize your mind
I drink of heavens hate
To destroy humankind
Well this stress is eating me up inside
I need something to numb this pain again
I was born of you
I live while you sleep
Inside your heart
While I bury deep
All your suffering
Shoot up, let the anesthesia set in
Going up is the easy part
It's coming down that kills
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24. |
One For The Wicked
04:55
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So what's new?
I fucking hate you
Alive and well
In your new hell
If you only knew
The time it took me
Maybe then you could see
What it's fucking done to me
I still taste the fresh blood
On the tip of your tongue
One last kiss to last forever
Kiss or kill me
Make up your fucking mind
Love it or leave it
Leave all that shit behind cause
I still taste the fresh blood
On the tip of your tongue
One last kiss to last forever
And when the shit hits the fan
I'll still be standing here
With your blood on my hands
I never meant to hurt you
But I must move on
Your wicked ways can't stop me
Yet melancholy still haunts me
How can I escape your seduction
When your contradictions
Break my heart
They break my heart one thousand times
You for you
Me for me
Can't you see?
What it's fucking done to me
So take a good long look
And you'll start to understand why
I fucking hate you
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25. |
Godless
03:21
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Demons evolve from brimstone and sulfur
From fire is born this cold assassin
To kill an idol servant just for fun
A free ride to free us all from sin
The last of the hopeful
Have finally passed away
No optimists, no pessimists
Just us
Damned if we do, damned if we don't
Damned if we will, Damned if we won't
The abandoned of god, flipped inside out
Hell bent
Heaven sent
This fallen angel of death
God has denied you
Satan exiled you
You know it's true no one can save you
No one
To ever hear your prayers
Can stray me from my path
Can make me take the blame
Can tell me how to live
Can make me follow blindly
Can make me shut my eyes
Can hide the truth from me
No one can make me hear your lies
No one
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26. |
Scapegoat
03:54
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Where's you salvation now?
Scrape at my face divine scapegoat
Sing hymns at my disgrace
Confess you sins then cut my throat
And watch as I fall from grace
Your religious dogma
Never suit my taste
Yet still I suffer the curse of the human race
Building walls
Strong and high
Of cement
Of granite
Of blood, bones and excrement
I am my own god now
Your empty religion can't save you
Your idol god can't save you now
Not this time
Not ever
Humanities insanity
Has started to take its toll
You better pray every day
To save your fucking soul
Manipulated
And spat on mankind
Read between the lines
And open up your fucking mind
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27. |
Sticks & Stones
03:30
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Beaten into the ground
Broken beyond all hope
Buried in a shallow grave
Those words that you said
Pounded into my head
And driven through
My thick skull
Cross your fingers
Hope to die
Drive your needles
Into my eyes
Stab me in the back
With your pitchfork tongue
Look what you have done
Over a cheap fuck
Another tragic casualty
One more digit
Scribed in blood
Piss on me
Spit on me
Shit on me
It doesn't mean a fuck to me
Sticks and stones
May break my bones
But your words will never hurt me
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28. |
In The End
03:14
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In the beginning
It was all so simple then
Dead sands standing before fate
Necromancing the dead
Romancing the stars
Through gods hands
A covenant was etched in stone
Ten lies embalming life
Aborting future erasing past
In the end
It was always meant to be
A prophet's insanity
Bringing karmic death
1999 the end is closing in
Cause in the hands of man
The world has turned to shit
In the end
The sky comes crashing down
The earth splits open wide
The cities burn
The oceans flood the land
No where to turn
The blood seeps through the sand
Everyone dies
With dollar signs in their eyes
In the end
Rest in peace
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